SO.

So, after 1week of hell *my finals*, im now here complaining i have absolutely nothing to do and bragging about the boredom thats killing me inside out, upside down, front to back and yada yada yada.

KNOWING THE FACT THAT THIS SEMBREAK LASTS FOR ONLY ONE MONTH, which sounds impossibly short i try to make full use of it. just by ... COMPLAINING HOW BORING IT IS. lets take a look at what i did for the past 1week.

THE FINALS PERIOD*

so i  basically tweet / study / eat / sleep 4hours DAILY for that one wwhole week. my sleep debt is uncountable. ! it was pure torture for not able to sleep peacefully n had to stuff all those theories in stuffs into my tiny brain n sit for the exam with -0% of knowledge. ive been praying day n night for finals to be over and cant wait for sembreak.... man was i wrong.

and the best part is

look at the left leg. the swell wasnt quite obvious in the picture. it looks way bigger in real. someone got shocked by the size of it -_- now all i can do is be a potato couch and get stuck infront of the computer screeen. #LIFELESS





AND I DO FEEL THIS POST IS A TOTAL BULLSHIT AND WASTE OF TIME SO DONT EVEN BOTHER READING. -____________________-! KCIAO

at times,

you may not realise this, but now i do. Friends are your most important element in life. NO I DONT MEAN THOSE ON FACEBOOK / TWITTER. I meant those who you see,talk,hang with everyday in class / at work. They are one of the best thing that has ever happened in your life. You may not be close with thm and know every single detail about thm, but they actually tend care & be nice to you naturally, UNCONSCIOUSLY.

Just choose one fine day, walk up to them and give em a warm hug & say thankyou.

WE ARE MEANT TO BE.

FRIENDS (: xx

promise.

you know when suddenly everything goes bad ? everything just seems to go wrong ? yeah im somewhere there now. not that i am about to commit suicide or make any immature move. but im just exhasuted. i feel sick, sick of all this. i need to do something, i might be going thru all this alone but i promise when things get better, i'll come up with better entries (:

Deep, thoughts.

You know how it feels when you're hanging in between ? Couldn't figure out what to do, what's your next step. I know, i understand. I messed up. I guess my patience took over me. If things are not meant to be, it wont work in whichever way. You just got to let it flow, and eventually everything fall into place. You can't put a puzzle together in just one night. It takes time, patience, determination, will & every other single aspect to put the picture together.

                                                                                           girls may be weak, but they fall & stand easy.

The end of semester is getting nearer & nearer, finals are just around the corner. I'm not ready. I don't know how to face this, assignments are depressing enough. Shits happen in life,you just gotta hang in there alone & deal with it. Please, tell me how. Im not good in this